Jealous..

This is a jealous post..

To be honest.. There are so much things that I've been jealous about.. I envy my friends, my family, my collegues, artist, celebrities and so much more..  They're all have things to be envy of.  It's not that I'm being ungrateful to what I have. hehe.  It's just that there are always times that you would also be envious of anything that you don't have. Right?

For example, my friends... how can they easily find their life partner?  Why are their partner came so fast like they're riding the ferrari?  but then... Where is my partner? Why he's still not arriving?  Did he rides a bicycle? Is that why he's still not arriving? ekekeke...  it's funny and sad, just by thinking about it.

Yeah, I know.. I'm a lonely girl... lalalalalalala.. don't worry partner.. I'll paaaatiently wait for you to come.. =P

Ermm... I'm also jealous of my lil bro.. his part time job are something that I really wanted to do.  He's currently an intern in MBMB and his part time job is as a photoghapher.  He's now a junior photographer for TheLicious. 

I loves taking pictures.  That explain why do I love Instagram.. =)  rather than a wedding photos, I prefer the nature... a scenery.. somethings that has to do with the nature.. animal, flowers, sky, lake and many more.. unfortunately, I don't have a camera.. DSLR camera is what I mean.  hehe.  

My lil bro is making his own money.  Me too making my own money.  It's just that my living expenses are slightly more than what I earned, I think? hehe.  Well, just take it as a challenge for a better life...like my big bro said.  

Come to think of it... I think the jealousy are like some kind of a goal that I've to achieve by working hard.  I've to work hard to be as good as the person I envy...is that so? or not?  Arghh... I don't know.  

The conclusion is, I always envy other people's life..  somehow I wondered, is there anyone out there that envy my life?  hehehe..