Missing My Old Life~

Purposely listen to THIS I PROMISE YOU by Nsync before going to sleep.. Now, I can't sleep..While listening to it,really can't hold my tears..there's tons of memory come and go because of this song. Listening to this song with eyes close in a train with a blessful feeling, really make me shed tears. How can I forget those feeling? It was a beautiful memories, but why am I sad right now..? I want to feel that blessfulfeeling again. I miss my old life. I miss Singapore. T_T