Awkward...

It's been a long time, isn't it?
It's just that I can't focus more on my work now, so.. I'm here.. (^_^)

Awkward...
Have you ever been in the awkward situation?
I bet all of us must have been in 'that' kind of situation, isn't it?

This kind of thing happen to me at work.  There's one person that I'm not comfortable with.  My collegue of course. It's not that he's annoying or something, it's just that.. I just can't really have a conversation with him.  He's a friendly person though. but I just can't... You know..
Bak kata orang tempatan.. "can not gi ah.. can not gi..." hehe.

How should I respond if he said that, what am I going to do if the pin on my skarf prick my cheek? .....I was like.... What?? ..... What??? .... seriously??? Oh men... why you like that? ayyaaaa... *pat forehead*

It's not just that... I just can't respond to whatever he said... pity me... why I don't know how to respond..........why??
I feel sorry for him though.. I'm sorry, Mr. (-_-") 

hmmm.... I bet I'm not a friendly person as I think I am.. I always claimed that I'm a friendly person but.. I guess that statement can just been buried in the ground.  huhu. 

I.... J.U.S.T.... realised that I only talk to the person whom I know.  I won't talk to strangers.  It's not that I don't want to, it's the fact that I can't do it... I'll not be the person who start the conversation.. I tend to receive and then response rather than giving it first.. 

I only talk first when there's no one around me that I know... something like, when I go to a workshop or holiday or etc... to be exact, when I'm all alone with strangers and I really need someone to talk to... yeah.. like that. *nodding*

suddenly I feel awkward.. after reading my own writing... aiyooo.. I'm in trouble.. (~_~)

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