It's been a while ~

Hello ! It's been a while since we met here right?  I'm skipping out my work to write this random entry to fullfil my duty as a blogger. You wish ! T___T

I actually need to release my mind for a minute by lazing out not doing anything.  I don't really have moods to start a day, to go to work, to hang around and more.  You know what is the worse?  The worse is I don't even know what to write in this random entry.

It's just that I feel that I should write something today.  I think I'll be crazy because of my unconsistently heart beats.  Would there be something is going to happen today?  Why do I feel anxious? Why do I feel nervous?  I hope everybody are in a good health and nothing will be going out wrong today. 

What would you feel if you suddenly get a message from someone who rarely give you a message questioning about your doing, your health and so on?  Would it probably the sender is sick? Of course not right? It's not right?  but... Out of the blue.

Aish! I don't know. I don't know.  T_____T

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